Sunday, February 21, 2010

same, same only different.

I've been going thru a period of significant change, growth and adjustment in my life. All without changing much at all.
I have the same job, the same home, same appearance, same good health etc, the same furnature, the same friends, i haven't changed the type of clubs, parties or restaurants i frequent. I still love my husband just as much if not a little more as always. And yet my life, how i veiw it, and my place within it, has changed subtlely, but significantly.
By adding, one significant element to my life, i now need to reevalate and realign the other significant elements, how that one change has impacts simple decision processes and accept that others will now view me in a different light.

The trickle down effect, is that now i need to look at changing other things, things i have been putting off changing for a long while. I honestly wasn't expecting such a big, rewarding and fulfilling impact on my life, nor did i expect the transition to be so fast, and yet so easy. nor as far reaching.

i wonder if i knew that significant change was a probable outcome when i added the element in the first place... probably subconciously, as i'm far from stupid.

So has it been worth all the changes and unexpected challages? Hell yes! in so many expected and unexpected ways. I wonder what i have been doing right to deserve such a great reward.

1 comment:

  1. I just read a comment from you on my blog, thanks! In reference to this post, I think that is what life is all about! Learning to be better and do better. Sometimes in little ways and sometimes in bigger ways. I don't think that ever really ends, and personally I'm glad it doesn't, otherwise what would be the point? I hope things continue to go well for you!!!

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